Later I found this YouTuber Danial Jang and I have to say o my goodness his violin playing is beautiful. It is sophisticated but fun at the same time although Jang uses notes from past written songs you can feel the emotion in his music. Anyway to sing you need to read notes so I have asked a few friends to teach me and I'll make many before videos and many after videos on youtube in every video I promise that the original songs will actually not be practiced in fact I won't even write down the lyrics beforehand. It will be improp two singing for fun and honesty! To make a song you need to play an instrument so I've asked a few friends to help me learn the violin I paid four hundred dollars for it five years ago so I could eventually at the very end write music after my improp two singing videos to go along with the melody. To sum it up I will become a frequent youtuber when I have never made a youtube video on my own, sing my own improve songs when I have never learned how to sing, and learn how to play the violin when I don't yet know how to read music notes. Wish me good luck. Hope you listen because I will make a complete fool of myself, but at least someone will hear me and what I have to say in this world.